麻木的空白

空气里有种莫名的紧张，令我窒息。

想要什么？去向何方？你这个疯子。想干什么？



Your lips move but I can’t hear what you’re sayin’
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I can’t explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.

前天在广播里听到一个翻唱版本的《comfortably numb》才在这小女生全无感觉的轻佻里找到那么一点感觉。细细想来却是听了一遍毫无润色的独白，出自合成器一般，才终于品出自己的感觉来。

This is not how I am.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.


但我空白的麻木并不是愉悦的，我的 只是龟裂天花板似的空白。